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I'm too busy to ever write something new. Being a bio major sucks, but on the bright side, I'm almost done with my bachelor's degree! I graduate the end of next March! ^o^ Just a little over half a year left! 
It's Been 6 Years Since I Last Wrote Lmao.
Bro what in the fuckk.
I'm 26 years old now.
I turn 27 years old in July. D:
The last time I wrote an entry, I was 20 lmao.
Let me tell you that all of those hopes and dreams I've had in the past; that shit did not happen.
Reading all that made me sad though.
That I used to dream so big and was so very hopeful.
That how I used to be was so magical because I actually had dreams.
Life does NOT happen the way you want it too.
And, I wasn't ready for that honestly, but it is what it is.
I'm honestly dead inside and barely feel any type of emotion LOL.
I've become such a jaded person, and nothing ever phases me anymore.
I still hold o
Hoffnung.
I have doubts in myself, I do.
I don't know who I am.
I've tried so many times to figure it out, but I can't.
Why am I here?
When I look in the mirror, all I see is a reflection.
A reflection of someone who's hopes and dreams are slowly fading.
I'm tired.
I can't keep doing this.
But, what am I supposed to do?
The one dream that I have; I don't know if I can attain it anymore.
To be happy, what does it feel like?
I must've forgotten while I was searching for myself.
And, I was nowhere to be found.
All I want, is to be truly happy.
To know what it feels like again.
I've had that feeling once before, and it was such a wonderful
Hope.
I'm going to try my hardest to achieve my dream, and I'm going to hold onto my hope.
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Wow...when was the last time I wrote something? Haha.
Anyways...well...life is going gooooooood. I didn't expect freshmen year of college to go by so quickly. :O But, I'm glad it did...cause I'm transferring! :D Into my #1 choice since senior year of high school! I finally got in... -_- ...after a few failed attempts...;_; I'll miss my previous school, but I'll be in a better place. : )
Now, lets hope the next three years of college go by fast, so I can just go to medical school already!! >.< And get married sometime soon...oh the married life...how I long for you. T.T
And good god...I'm still reading the same book...it's been a while now.
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